Am I?

Kadang kadang terfikir. Betul ke dah jumpa orang yang sepatutnya?

Is it him?

Selama bercinta, bermacam jenis lelaki I've met. 

Penyayang.

Terlampau caring.

Mengongkong.

Melampau.

Cool.

Tak ambil kisah.

Kelakar.

Quite poyo.

And macam macam lagi lah. But thank God sebab semuanya baik, baik dengan family.

Tapi masih rasa bukan, rasa ada yang tak kena, tak serasi.

Untill this one. Tapi yang ni langsung tak bercinta pun. Terus bertunang and nak kahwin. Is it him? 

The one that I never expect. Cuma still takut takut. Dan kadang datang confuse tu. Confuse dengan sikap dia.

Macam mana nanti lepas kahwin, he is my friend. My close friend. Kalau dulu aku bergaduh dengan boyfriend, kat dia aku membebel. Tapi nanti kalau gaduh dgn dia, would he stay there and listen my word? 

And what should I do? We didnt communicate a lot even ada watsep and internet sbb jauh, masing masing sibuk. And memang dari dulu jarang sgt berborak unless ada benda penting. But still we are close. 

Entah. If other girls has own type of their Mr. R, for me, I dont. Just go with the flow. 

Am I choose the right decision to marry him?